The Journey for Some Meaning for Mommy

I wondered what I would do? I explored the typical mommy businesses, cosmetics, toy sales, cooking parties, even hosted a few of these parties, and still I didn't see myself doing this and I couldn't imagine having to sell to my friends and host parties to do this. I have a lot of respect for the people who do this, but it just didn't seem like "me". Besides, my husband isn't available to help with kid care as much as I would likely need. ... And, who would I get to care for my 3 kids (soon to be 4), and how much would that cost... and how much would I actually make. Not that money was my primary goal, but I at least needed to come out ahead or it doesn't make sense. I kept coming back to the thought that there has to be something I can do out there, where I can share this vast knowledge it took me so long to gain, and the education I so dearly paid for. Surely someone needs my expertise, and will be willing to pay for say ten hours per week of my time. Ha! Who needs such a small amount of time? And would pay what my knowledge is worth? or at least would pay more than my childcare would cost to work? It is a challenge!